Today is Monday and we
are house-bound like everyone else we know. Bless those who have important
public safety, medical, and food-chain jobs who are out there caring for the
sick and holding up the economy for the rest of us.
My daughter-in-law, Maggie,
a public school counselor, is at our kitchen computer doing a lesson on planets
for our 5-year-old grandson and his same age cousin. I overheard her explaining
about the solar system and the moon before they went on the back deck and took
their planetary positions to rotate around her. She was Mother Sun of course. Here they are as astronauts heading to the moon.
That eavesdropping sent
me to find an old essay I wrote in 2001, before blogging was a thing. I wrote
it one evening after I had been at a school conference at which a retired
astronaut spoke to the general session. Not a lot has changed in 19 years to out-date
my thoughts, so please take a peek at my before-blogging blog:
Today I was in a room and
listened to a man who had walked on the moon. The Moon. In 1969, the Broadway
play Hair hit the news.
While I was at UT, the library had a recording
of the original Broadway performance where some little gal longingly says, “Look
at the moon, look at the moon, look at the moon, look at the moon, look at the
moon, look at the moon…Look at the Moon.” It stuck in my head. Look at the
moon. And today, today, I was in a room with a guy who that very year walked on
the Moon. He-walked-on-the-Moon.
The Moon, that white
sliver, the pearly disk in the night sky that has grown and shrunk and been the
focus of…what? Religions? Mythology? Pagan rituals? It grows and shrinks on a
schedule. It disappears for a few short minutes on a more mystical schedule. It
is untouchable. Unreachable. It is the…Moon. And I was in a big room with an
old man who 32 years ago threw his silver Astronaut medal as far as he could on
the Moon. On the Moon, ya’ll. On the Moon. Her threw his little pin across
yards of grit On the Moon.
How many people were alive
on planet Earth in 1969? How many billion? How many billions have lived on
Earth in the tens of thousands of years before 1969? How many people have
walked on the Moon? Damn few. Twelve. Of tens of billions. And I was in the
room with one of them. I could have walked up after his speech and shaken his
hand. A hand that had picked up rocks from the surface of the Moon. Go outside,
bend over, pick up a rock and think about picking up one on the Moon. Is it a
big “So What?” Maybe.
Nah. It’s not a little thing,
what we did, our country, the only one in history to do so, and to be in a room
with one of the luckiest of the lucky people who made the trip, well, I was
flattered. Many kids ask themselves if God is closer from the Moon? Alan Bean
inferred not. His memory was that the Earth was so beautiful and so different
from any other planet we can detect, God just has to be closer right here on
Terra Nova. He said he stood on the Moon, and looked up at Earth with its blue,
white and green colors, and just wanted to go home. And since then he only says
thanks for what we have that the Moon and other planets do not: Weather,
traffic, other people, shopping centers, and on and on.
So, today I was in a room
with a man who had walked on the Moon. So what if 400,000 other people put him
there. He went. And I felt privileged beyond reason. Just count the billions of
people alive and dead who never had the chance to be where I was today.
Today I was in a room
with a man who walked on the Moon.
Thank you for this "out there" blog post, Phil. I love it! You warmed my heart and put a smile on my face.
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